please I need advise and support from the community.
I was told not to dare put myself out here like this for everyone to see those who have been thru the same struggles as I and relate to addictions prostitution and homelessness + those who can never relate productive members of society who Dont have a clue what any of these dark demons could ever mean to one person My name is Rachel and from the age of 3 i was a statistic of the Foster care system my mother was a druggie who did what she had to survive prostitution was the norm to get by all means Shelter'drugs,food but mostly DRUGS I SEEN IT and grew up thinking this was how every family lived .... 3 times my mother lost us to the foster system but the 3rd time I would age out at 18 and be thrown on the streets witch I learned from my mother that sailing my body was the quickest way for a buck to put a roof over my head from motels to motels to drug infested. Places is were you would find me but god recently gave me a chance at life when I was picked up and thrown in jail I had withdrew off all drugs witch from 15 to 28 I got high every day until going to jail god blessed me
and im out of jail and came back to my truck stolen and striped for parts witch is how I moved my home 27ft prowler trailer I need help with how to stay calm and learn to deal with life problems without getting high?